Once and twice

How many times do we go back to the place we've grown up? sometimes we live there for ages...forever, even. But this is not my case. In my case, I lived in my hometown (hometown? boh...) for quite a while, then I left, and at the moment I don't see any reasonable reason to go back for good. Usually, I go back for a small trip, back into my old memories, and new feelings mixed together. Now instead, I'll go there not only once, but twice. I'll go back to Milan, then back home again (my new home is 23 min. by bike from my white shark and 3 hours by car from a place where you get home made honey, so basically is a very good place)- then back to Milan again. Summing up, I'll be in Milan twice, during this month. I hope that at the end of these two trips I'll be able to figure out whether what I feel now is homesick or I just miss my memories and I'm simply hoping to find them back, in the same place I left them...